11-30-05, 11:59 PM
He isn't dead, and do you
know why? Because I haven't killed
him yet.
Music:
Johnny Cash - Sixteen Tons
Well, since it would be kind of
depressing if I had only made on
update in a whole month, I decided
to cheat a little with the time and
put this up here. Though I have had
Frontpage open for the last couple
hours, so technically, it counts.
As
most of you have probably heard by
now, I won't be attending Webster
next semester because I'm having a
bit of a personal crisis. I don't
know if film is what I really want
to be pursuing and rather than just
keep following this track and
possibly wasting my time I won't be
taking any classes, hopefully I'll
have it figured out by the fall.
Really, I'm also tired of spending
my time stressing out about my
future and the possibility I've made
a bad choice. I think that's
probably the reason I've started to
develop a nervous tic in my right
eye.
But,
and this comes as much of a surprise
to me as it probably does to you, I
don't want to just be sitting on my
ass the entire time. I haven't
written anything in quite a long
time, and that bothers me, but I
just can't get myself to do it here.
So I've made a little deal with
myself: I'm going to track down a
cheap laptop and just stick Word on
it and I'm going to force myself to
start writing. I'm going to leave
the house, find a spot, and write
for at least an hour a day. Much
like exercising, but with no real
physical exertion and a little less
sweating.
I've got a few ideas in the pipeline
I know I want to flesh out,
including an adaptation of that
screenplay I had been working on
into regular prose and perhaps even
an attempt to further flesh out the
story I had been wanting to use for
my filmmaking project, though that
just has the potential to be
extremely boring.
Will I be able to stick with it?
Probably not. We'll see.
Also, if anyone knows where I can
find a leather jacket like that, in
the P-coat style, please let me
know, I'd be very grateful.
-K.
this bike is a pipebomb
11-1-05, 3:08 AM
Don't eat that, it's Pluto.
Music:
New Order - Primitive Notion
So I purchased a Snapple Pink
Lemonade a little while ago from a
24-hour Walgreen's and when I opened
it I read the little "Real Fact"
they include on the bottom of every
cap:
"Real Fact" #110:
Frogs never drink.
My first thought was, "Isn't that
interesting?"
My second thought was, "I wonder if
Pete's part French."
I know, it's been a while.
Updated the what to think section.
So, I spent my 21st birthday
watching Doctor Who. Loser?
Yeah, kinda.
More later.
-K.
big stick
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