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3-22-05, 5:58 AM

You guys wanna go see a dead body?

Music: The Servant - Cells

We live in a country that is packed to the brim with loonies. While this certainly isn't news to most of you, after spending hours trudging through all the information on the Terri Schiavo case and the arguments therein, I think it bears repeating.

If you aren't familiar with this case, it's been going on for quite some time, but it's recently become Big News™ again. Here are the facts: Terri Schiavo is a Florida woman in a persistent vegetative state and has been in such a state for the last fifteen years. Numerous brain scans and EEGs show there is absolutely no activity going on upstairs, due to the fact that the majority of her brain has been basically reduced to spinal fluid. What little remains is what commands the very basic functions to keep her alive; she still breaths, her heart still beats.  The only reason she is alive is because she is hooked up to a feeding tube.
Terri's husband, Michael, has been stating from day one that his wife has stated that if such a thing were to happen to her, to let her die with dignity, and is attempting to carry out this request. Terri's family, however, does not want to let their daughter go that easily, and is fighting Michael. Unfortunately, this request is not documented anywhere, so if Terri did make this request, it cannot be proven.
Florida state law says that if a person with no living will is in a persistent vegetative state, the spouse gets to make the call on whether or not he or she lives or dies. As you can probably guess, lawsuits are thrown back and forth, and now it seems the federal government has taken a shine to the issue and is attempting to make it so they have the power to make this decision.
The fact that this has now become a politically partisan issue boggles my mind, and only reinforces my belief that we're plunging further into a bottomless pit of insanity. At this moment, Terri's feeding tube has been removed and so she will slowly starve to death, any other means of death remains illegal. Perhaps one of the most insane parts of this case is that, in order to have the tube reinserted and the case dragged on, Terri was subpoenaed to testify before congress.
Another tragic part of this case is how Michael Schiavo's character is coming under attack from virtually every angle you can imagine:

  • Michael Schiavo is in it for Terri's life insurance policy. This argument conveniently ignores the fact that Michael was offered one million dollars to transfer custody over to the family. When he refused, he was then offered ten million dollars. He refused again. For some reason this argument doesn't gel with me.
  • Michael's been living with another woman for fifteen years, he just wants Terri out of the way so he can remarry. This argument would be reasonable if it weren't for the fact that divorces exist.
  • Michael was a violent man that used to beat Terri. No evidence. Examinations of Terri abound, absolutely zero evidence supporting this.

Michael stands to gain nothing from Terri's death, what I see is a man determined to carrying out his wife's wishes. I could be wrong, there could be some other ulterior motive behind Michael's actions, but I can't see it. There are some people that believe he won't take the money when under the public's eye because it would expose him for "the scumbag he really is." Damned if you do, damned if you don't? I can be cynical sometimes, but being that cynical would probably cause me pain.
As for Terri's family, most notably her parents, I cannot begin to fathom what it must be like to lose a child, so it must be extremely difficult for them, but there's nothing there. Terri effectively died fifteen years ago. They believe, completely disregarding medical evidence, not having a shred of their own that would support them, that Terri can recover with rehabilitation. They believe that when they see her blink her eyes that there she is responding to them. Her brain is mush, only the most basic of functions remain. She would blink if she saw her parents, she would blink if you put a bowl of mashed potatoes in front of her, she would blink if you played the best of Michael Bolton non-stop for hours on end, she would blink if absolutely nothing were happening. It has to be rough, but she isn't coming back. Even Lazarus had a cerebral cortex.
The Bush Administration is trying to pass "Terri's Law" which would keep Terri alive, Bush himself spoke about this yesterday. Imagine, legislation for this single case alone. Though it's not hard to imagine that they're trying to set a precedent here at the same time. I've heard the argument that because Terri still breathes and blinks, that "the separation of body and soul has not taken place." I'm sorry, but if these are the best arguments you've got and you're going to try to pass legislation on something like this, you're going to have to show me a soul.
Really, the saddest part is that since this has become a political issue, nobody really cares about Terri. The major issue here is getting to determine who has the kind of power of life and death, and right-wingers, who I was thinking were against federal government getting involved in our personal lives and preferring state governments to sort out issues, the ones who whine and kvetch about decisions put in the hands of liberal federal judges, are going in a totally hypocritical direction.
While on the thread of hypocrisy, here's a fun little bit of information: Back in 1999, when our man Bush was governor of Texas, he signed a bill that gave top priority in a case such as this, to decide whether a person in a persistent vegetative state should live or die, if no living will existed, to the spouse. Looks like he changed his mind. I wonder why that is?
To close out this little rant, let me ask you this: Say you were brain dead, absolutely no chance for recovery, you don't respond to any sort of stimuli, you can't have thoughts; you are literally nothing but a shit and piss factory. Would you really want to be hooked up to a machine and be kept alive?

-K.

i've got a pretty bad headache
 

3-7-05, 10:34 PM

We're eating oranges and we're making IDs.

Music: Muse - Apocalypse Please

Dear Internet,

It's spelled ridiculous, not rediculous, for fuck's sake.

Why must you make me hate you?

Love,

-K.

I'll pay you back in... $ RAPE DOLLARS $
 

3-5-05, 6:58 PM

The Lone Rangers? That's original. How can you pluralize "The Lone Ranger"?

Music: Ben Folds - Give Judy My Notice

Alright, I'm back on a normal sleep schedule... For now. The following post is going to jump around from different topics rather rapidly, I'm also leaving the more serious stuff for a future entry.

I can't wait for my brother to move out, and yes, it's really happening this time. My grandfather owns a couple buildings in south city and a one bedroom flat opened up after the guy living there moved out. What that guy failed to mention to my grandfather was that some of the water pipes were busted, so the place is being renovated. It's a pretty big place for $350 a month, so my brother and his girlfriend jumped on the opportunity and they'll be moving into it once they've finished bringing it back up to snuff.
I was reminded how much I can't wait until he moves by the smell of marijuana that wafted into my room and up my nostrils. What's important to note is that I had the door closed, the window open, and at no point today did Blake come in. All he had to do was walk by the door. It's like if Pigpen from Peanuts was a pothead.

The full version of Darwinia has finally been released, and it is great. Adopting a very simplistic but beautiful art style, a basic and straightforward interface and addictive, genre-bending gameplay, it's been quite a hit. It's not hardware intensive, either, as evidenced by a constant framerate of 100FPS. If you still haven't tried the demo, I recommend you check it out, it's on their site, there's absolutely no reason not to. It's pretty remarkable what three guys working out of their homes can make.

Speaking of not being hardware intensive, at one point I had intended to put together an article with a list of decent older/free games that will on power-challenged systems, but someone on the Shack did the work for me in a much more efficient manner. Though once again I'll take the time to stress the importance of sites like The Underdogs.

At some point I really hope to write a review of Resident Evil 4, but I've got a whole mess of games to get through now. I rented Pikmin, Wind Waker and Metroid Prime through GameFly and I've been trying to divide my time among those as well as Darwinia. Knights of the Old Repbulic 2 has also been released, though I never finished the first one, I've heard it's pretty much just more of the same. I also started new Jagged Alliance 2 and Silent Storm campaigns because I have ADD, I suppose. The WW2 tactical-shooter-based-on-a-true-story Brothers in Arms was released on XBox a couple days ago to much critical and player acclaim, hopefully the PC release isn't too far off. After a string of failures that were mostly the result of publisher pressure, it's nice to see Gearbox finally hit one out of the park.

Later this month the complete series of The Lone Gunmen will be released on DVD. I really liked this series and never missed an episode, which is usually the kiss of death for a television program. If you never got a chance to see the show it was a spin-off of The X-Files that went in much different, more humorous route, and it really worked well. Featuring the three Lone Gunmen characters (and one goofball named James Bond), naturally, it followed their misadventures as they attempted to scoop stories for their underground newspaper. Funny and clever, two qualities of a show that Fox cannot maintain, it was doomed from the start.

I picked up a copy of Michael Crichton's Sphere last weekend and plowed through it, much better than the movie despite being somewhat technologically dated (written in 1987). The movie started off extremely well, I thought, and then after the first half it just sort of went to shit. After reading the book I found that the movie stays fairly close to the novel in the first half, and then tries to cram the rest of the book in as quickly as possible, failing in the process.
Yesterday I bought a copy of Richard Matheson's vampire classic I Am Legend and I'm about half way through it, good stuff. It's aged well considering he wrote it in 1954.

The script for the first episode of The Apocalypse Man has gone through its first draft, and despite being told otherwise I think it sucks. Compared to the rest of the work by my fellow students in my screenwriting class it feels hackneyed, even somewhat childish; it's a trainwreck of genres and not a single one of them stands out in any way, especially in the area of black humor. I'm fascinated with the concept of the series, it's something I would really love to make someday, but I don't like how I'm handling it. I'll put the final draft up here once it's finished.

I thought I'd end on a high note.

-K.

weather balloons are going to end baseball

 

 

 

 

 

 

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